What do I do?
Two choices........ face the hurt head on........... or turn and run the opposite direction.
To let the pain envelope me seems so overwhelming and uncomfortable, remember I like to control my world.
To experience the pain....ewwhhhh no........I don't want to.
But this I know.........
with every denial of allowing emotions to manifest I disconnect from the world.
I don't want to sit back and watch the world go by.
I want to be apart of it.
Okay I am going to breathe and allow my emotions to have their time and space.
How ever long it takes I will honor my pain and.....I will come out on the other side.
Will someone please come check on me and make sure I am OK?